Its been a crazy week. Monday, I havent dance till i was that tired for soooo long! Like two hours of non-stop dancing! Your body cant help but ache manz. The last time i danced so ( i dont know what word to put in here ) was probably in oschool, hiphop? Ohwell its been a long time since i went back there and im glad im going back soon. Real soon! Anyway back to monday and its blues. Had to rush home after that. 2hrs of tuition. Practiced a lil for the following day's Amath test. If getting almost every sum is even called practicing? lol. Dead tired. Fell asleep the momment i layed on my bed.

Tuesday which is today. lol. Okay so its hasnt been a crazy week, rather two crazy days. For no reason, i felt high in school. Haha, thats probably the reason why i could be seen laughing so often. After school headed down to sakae for buffet. Wenqi ate her many many tofu's again and we ate more than 30 plates altogether okay! Yes i know the number sounds pretty small but how large can a girls stomach get? So thats counted not bad already! :) haha.

SEE I POSTED YET AGAIN! bet you guys are so proud of meeeeeee.... Hehe. Nights!

penned at 10:02 PM

Havent been touching my books. Not once at all.
Holidays, are never holidays.
I never fail to leave the house everyday.
Going back to school for dance, great! But what beats going back to listen to a course you paid 50 bucks for, which went in one ear and came out of the other?

And of course i did many other things.

1 weeeekkkk is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy tooooo shooorrrttttt.
I still need a zillion times more sleep.

Im just tired. very.very.ttttiiiirrrrrreeeeeedddddddddd...

penned at 10:24 PM

Getting back our report cards wasnt exactly a good thing for most of us. For me at least. Imagine getting an L1R5 >20. Surprisinly im neither upset not worried? Not upset because i know i didnt put in effort to get the grades i wanted. Watching tv. using the com or even sleeping(lol) whenever im free despite having very little free time... Not worried because many of my classmates are getting roughly the same grades as i am? Not being complacement but at least i know that im not the only one getting such horrible grades and that there are many others attempting to a million times better...

Most people that get MY kind of grades woud probably say im gonna work harder next term. Im gonna stop being so lazy, stop depending on last minute studying, stop copying homework but i seriously doubt if i can really study or do all my homework everyday? If i promise myself all of the above i would probably end up procastinating again. So i will just say i will TRY MY BEST :D hehe.

School has been really great, with the help of my friends, but life seems to be getting more scary by the day. The fact that i actually witnessed a car accident left a great impact on me. I remember watching car accidents on tv and i told myself that i never want to see that in real life. And unfortunately i was forced too and here i am suffering from aftershocks. A heartbeat of 120/min and insomia? A few days later a lady gets dismembered to death while seating in a taxi? Singapore roads are hearby declared unsafe! I wonder if i will even dare to drive in the future? I should just stop thinking about it or i'll never get to sleep until christmas!

I gotta start praying...

penned at 11:48 PM