After talking to some people i realise that the world seems to be so negative? Or am i being the overly-positive one? Well, i'll skip this topic first. If you dont want to carry on reading, now's the time to click on the red cross up there.

Okay, so i think i know how dreams come about. They originate from the thoughts in your head when you are fully conscious. When you fall asleep, our brain is partially active, still thinking of the daily happenings except with a little more natural imagination i suppose?

Recalling the two most recent dreams i can remember... the first one was about me and my neighbour. I have no idea what made that idea come across my mind but we were shooting arrows at each other?!? Something so out of the bloom but yup, that was it! Of course i woke up from it but it still keeps me wondering, there must be a part of me that made that thought come to my mind.
The second dream, another strange one. I dream about some kind of terrorist being in my house and my sister and i had to hide in the toilet until they were gone. On the positive side, inside the toilet my sister and i were really close. The kind of feeling that provides you with a sense of security only a kin can give. YES IM A POSITIVE PERSON!

POSTIVE + POSITVE + POSITIVE!!

So i keep on asking the people around me, why do we live for? Why do YOU live for? A very staunching question but today i have come to realise a scrap of the reason of my life! Thats it is to spread my positive attitude towards life to the people around me! :)
(This is apart from occasional breakdowns as a result of my compulsory study routine)

Ops, i forgot what i wanted to say about people who are super ultra negative! I'll post again when i remember!

After reading the above few passages, i think im gonna delete it in time to come. I shall just leave it here for a few days for people who have nothing to do during the holidays to read! Haha. Unless i get at least 5 people telling me to retain this post!

penned at 11:24 PM

For a rainbow to appear there must also be sunlight and rain. Goes to show everything comes not so perfectly.

The past few days have been wet. I must admit i do like the cosy feeling it arouses in me but i really dislike the feeling of being sticky as a result of being caught in the rain. Oh, and being too lazy to bring an umbrella really pays man! A couple of days ago i had to borrow brayton's umbrella. Today, Keith, Dickson, Rachel and I had to squeeze under one umbrella. Worst still, the umbrella had to turn back on us. HAHA!! Pathetic. It was super funny/fun though! It will contribute to my memory of things worth laughing at.

Oh and after reaching the busstop. The bus 12 which took ages to come and it was packed with people. Everyone, including me waited for almost half an hour. And i was given the false hope that my dad could fetch me! Yikes!

Lately i have been feeling rather... Perhaps its the weather thats dampening my moods? But then again, too much sunshine kills me! I guess im just sick and tired of all these continuos studying. Numerous times i have already given up. I wonder how many times i can pick myself up again? I think i really dislike studying for humanities. The last time i gave up on social studies. Thanks god i scraped through. Obviously i could have done better. I forced myself to study for History, hopefully i will do well. Now we have Geography which i gave up the last time. I really really need to make up for it so could some kind soul out there please motivate me? Pretty please.

All my post are about studies! Ms Low says we should accept our fate and burry ourselves in out books! If you were a last minute study type of person like me for 15 years, you would understand this insanity is driving me nuts.

Dance, pressure at 1billion Pa. I am afraid that i will not be performing well. I am afraid that we will dissapoint the school. I am afraid we do not have enought time. Though i very much look forward to the end of it, on the other side of me i pray that god will give us some more time.

God, please help me and my fellow dancers and give me my life back!

penned at 9:40 PM